To make a more fulfilling life

I was wondering what I can do to have a more fulfilling life. I haven't really solved my financial problems yet but i am most determined to do that. Without the help of my mom, I wouldn't be able to do the things that I am able to do such as going out to fairs and seminars just to learn what I can do for myself and my family to earn a decent living. To make something crucial out of it as in affect by life in a big way. Feed me, feed my family, to have a meaningful life like taking trips abroad, owning a beautiful piece of land, sending me to school, having a car or cars. I was wondering how i am different from those who have already succeeded in their careers. Were they more courageous? More disciplined? More open? More positive? Were they winners? Were they leaders? Do they talk more than me? Do they welcome each person that comes into their lives? How are they able to make more money? Are they more blessed by God than me? Are they kinder? Or we are the same but it's just that they chanced upon what they do best and they deliver it. I wanted so much to happen in my life. I am happy in my life but there are things missing that I look for in my life to become more fulfilling. I dare ask for help from others, to connect, to relate, to know and let know what is happening in my life. I discovered that in each move you make you should have money and so I start to categorize myself to those who have money problems like those who look for food for the next day. I wish to have their tenacity. I wish to make a difference in my life, to fulfill my destiny. To make use of my talents in a great way. To engage in activities which makes me alive. To help out other people in need.
To feed myself, to feed my family. That is what's important for me. Could you see me? Do you know where I'm coming from? I'm in a position of need. Could you help me? Could we help each other out? Can we become courageous and be bold enough to do the things that we want to do in our lives without being afraid of anything? Be not afraid for I am with you wherever you go. Trust in the Lord. Do not be lonely. Reach out to others? Others exert effort too just to meet their daily needs. We are all the same. We are one and the same in the eyes of God. I wish heaven could be on earth. I wish everybody could have a warm roof above them on a cold, cold night. I wish everybody love. Love. It's the only thing that can save us. God. God is love.