To apply for an accounting job

I am applying for an accounting job again and everytime I do at least at some intervals of my application as an accountant I somehow feel again that feeling that I am leaving the comforts that I have of not having an accounting job and just doing the things that I love to do even though it means not having any work. Anyway, it isn't my fault I'm not an earning writer, actress or athlete, it isn't easy to become famous. After all these years, you wish you have started on something and not go back to the vicious cycle of applying for an accounting job even if you don't love it and deep inside you you know that you want to do something else you just don't have anybody believing in you yet like a publishing company or a talent manager or a coach. I'm 34 and I'm wondering what others like me are doing in their lives at this age. Some are working, I don't know if they love their jobs, some have their own families already. Me, I just might turn into something that gives me meaning in my life like maybe volunteering to an organization or maybe becoming a nun or maybe studying theology but I have yet to save money for that. The problem is I don't think I have any money making skills. Others have so much and they make so much money. Me, I don't think I have anymore ideas left for making money. I don't know if I can learn sales, I don't know if I love sales. Maybe someday I'll find out I don't like business and taking up accounting is one definite wrong move for me. So, right now I don't know what exactly are the steps that would take me to being financially independent. I am all grown up and all those years of not working made me more strong to face whatever challenge there is in life. Maybe I am not blessed financially but in all other aspects I am well and I am taking every challenge everyday with God's help with all the endurance and determination that I have gained from all of my experiences all these years and I know I am just doing great. I just have to find out what's there for me and I know God will guide me wherever I may go.