The challenge to find work

Working has been a challenge. They say do something you love and making money just comes naturally. I wonder how many percentage of people really enjoy the work that they do. Or are they just doing it for money? Me, I have to start doing it now. And make adjustments for later. It's a continuous striving to do what you're meant to do. I hope to finally do it!

To find meaning

Sometimes in your life you stop and you look for the meaning in youf life. Me, I think I have reached that moment already and right now I am looking for meaning in my life. Maybe it has something to do with my life's decision on whether to marry or not or to take the religious life. God knows. What's missing in my life or maybe is there a problem that makes the void in my life. Very well, I'll figure that out. Maybe that has something to do with my age 34 turning 35 this year 2010. Maybe it has something to do with work or accomplishment. I want to relate working to accomplishing something and not only for making money as I am very familiar with because I am an accountant. The only problem I have is not making money but I naturally enjoy my life with my mom. For me, I have done my part in my family being always with them and trying to help them emotionally, physically and spiritually. Making money is always a challenge as we are not rich and I have not been given opportunities for employment. I don't have that business savvy yet and all I knew how to do is to act and be an athlete or a writer but it isn't easy to claw your way up. It isn't easy to be famous. You go on living and you discover something new everyday and you learn something everyday and you hope to live according to how God sees your life to be and always enjoy goodness in your life.