I'm just so happy because even though my work doesn't pay, I know it matters. I am content in my heart that God is content with what I am doing. It's just me who wants paid work as a human being. There's so much race of success in this world that it only becomes a competition.

Competition for what? In the bottomline, what matters is if you are happy. A lot of people race for cars and money and all that. With just simplicity you can have everything, you do have everything. :)

Search for Life is a Cup of Coffee in the internet. It is a video how life is like a cup of coffee. And what makes it so complicated is the goals that we have for success like having the best cars, having the best homes, the best education, the best in everything. We wanted the best cups for our coffee. But no matter what the cup is the most important thing is the coffee. Life is the coffee. It is not altered by the cup we drink it with. It's a very good video and has a valuable lesson.