so im just tryng 2b resourceful

so i am just trying to be resourceful abouth things. i spend about three hundred bucks a month for internet thanks to my mum a s you know i am always an aspiring. this time aspiring church worker of God.  well finances get in the way. i wish i knew how to solve all my financial difficulties but i guess i still depend on divine providence.  anyways. as i accummulate on info about my money research.  i try to earn my own keep in various sources as long as i enjoy my cute life.  because thats my aim not to be lavish in exchange for whats important.  vanity. vanity in living which includes good health and good relationships.  and love above it all.  sometimes i paint the town red with my small earnings..  sometimes blue coz i cannot buy em all. but still here i am.  trying to avoid the pitfalls coz i dont want to fall hard again.  kudos.  this ends today. till tomorrow.