Some business concerns

What is this I am feeling? I am on the planning stage and the pre-execution stage. All I have to do and the next step for this is to actually go on selling. But there are just main concerns about what I am about to do. First and foremost, do I have the means to support my sales activities or would I rather find an employment. If I go on to the second strategy of finding employment, I would have to wait for some days and even months before I get a job. It would have been another passage of time and some wasted opportunities. But maybe no comparison to waiting in vain for sales since I don't know if I have the means to support my sales activities. There is no point in pondering upon this because all I have to do and to wait for is for me to act. Just start selling! JUST DO IT! I guess, now I answered my problem. No amount of reading or preparation would be equal to the first few steps that I would take to sell something. It rather has a different feeling than just picturing it from afar or from my mind. I hope everything materializes and make things happen for me. There should not be any room for defeat, for disbelief. As I read from a book The Power of Positive Thinking. I engage and engage all the more to more groups and they make me grow. But each time I see if it fits my schedule my bucket. Do I have the capacity for this? Maybe so. I hope. So see you in the marketplace in the future. As I make my future for my family. And myself, too.