Just a breeze of fresh air

I have just read from a blog from a friend that when you don't follow your heart, the heart grows weaker. Is it ever true? Then, I just realized, accounting was never my heart's desire that is why I am frustrated all this time. I have always postponed becoming a reporter or a writer or an actress or an athlete. Maybe, it's high time I stand up for my likes, for my desires and just follow my heart. Another coaching expert says that maybe you are not courageous to follow what you want. I believed that maybe I wasn't. You know. It's time to take responsibility. It's time to make money out of what I want. It's time to pursue what I want. But to judge fairly, I have been doing what I want although I don't make money from it yet. The only question lies in making a business out of it. If I watch a lot of tv and movies, then maybe I can collect money from it like maybe writing and publishing a review of media that I watch. If I like photography, I would apprentice with a professional photographer until the time that I earn enough money to buy my own camera and enough experience, too. If I want money, I can ask for it from other sources. Somebody has got to give it to me. The question is what do I really want? Then maybe what I really want is to be independent when it comes to having money that I don't want to ask for it just like that from anybody, then I should earn for it. I should like working for my dreams. The challenge is when what you don't want happens. Or maybe what you want doesn't happen. Like when you wanted a job and it isn't given to you. You run out of ideas and still you fail to have money. For that reason, I guess, it is always to try harder and try smarter. I like solving problems for other people so to be a business consultant and life coach is a great idea and my blog would be a great vehicle for starting this path I would like to tread. Writing articles is one of my gifts. I hope I can make money out of it. I can suggest it to newspapers or magazines. I could set aside time each day to start writing for a book. And then, publish it later on so that I could have royalties for my published book. And by doing so, I get to have readers and followers, too. I guess, what is missing in me is the responsibility to stand in the storms, to claim my place in this world. It is about time. It is. But also at the same time, follow your heart. What is your heart silently telling you? Or is it yelling out to you and you consciously or unconciously ignore it. Your heart may be needing a check up. Is your heart still strong or is it already weak because of unfulfilled desires. What do you desire. Set up a weekend retreat for this. And find out, what your heart really wants. Listen and you just might be surprised.