To feel free

What is the purpose in your life? I need to feel free about what I do in my life and not be bound by limitations. I have yet to discover what is it that really matter in life.

I have continuously applied for a job and this has taken me for so long, it hasn't worked yet. Other people those who had a lot of jobs are being offered those job vacancies as if those who have stopped working have no right to work anymore. You don't know everything about a person. You don't know all the reasons in this world. So why make a judgement. If you will only hurt people.

A lot people I presume go hungry because of certain things that are thought to be true but aren't. Some people have so much. Why don't you give something to those who go hungry. I am sometimes tired of having to prove myself to would be employers. They hire you for your resume not for who you are and what you can contribute to the company. They think that is the same.

There are just those people who choose to stay with their families and not waste even a bit of time doing work that doesn't count in their lives. Plus, you get rejected all the time all those years.

They gotta do something for a change. And I gotta do something that will make that incredible change in my life. Even if I had to do it everyday until I finish my goals. They gotta open their minds and hearts to people who are out there reaching out their hands even for a crumb. Life's got to be fair.

They reject you all the time and they have the heart to say you are irresponsible because you haven't worked. You don't know every reason in this world and therefore you need not judge.

I hope that one day every reason there is will be opened up in the world and the truth shall come out, and people will certainly feel free to live their lives and people will have a fair chance in this world and a fair share of the blessings.

As for me, when I think about it I am semi-tired of the whole process. But each day I stretch out my arms and I welcome the day as another chance to reach for my dreams, my goals and my purpose in life.

I have plenty of dreams that didn't come true. Or should I say, I am still trying to make come true. If I have a hundred years to live, it is certainly still a long way and I have no regrets living my life the way I had lived it.

I think I have some problems to deal with like taking control over my life and doing what I want and not be dependent alone on having money. Leadership roles to be taken, relationships to foster, missions to be done. With God's guidance I know He will help me.

What do you stand up for, but to be free!