how to raise your self esteem

i bought this book w a cheap price at booksale. i like books which are cheap but i get a lot of things from. steal w a bargain. i am a person who likes to read and get educated with what i read. i do not go to formal school becoz i believe its just a business. anyways how many bachelors degree or two year courses can i study in one lifetime. but if i am just wasting time. sitting in front of teevee and not doing anything with that. wasting my time instead of living a life. become a couch potato. i would not have stood for something.

i like writing about business. and i dont know why i cant start a business. my ancestors problems. do you believe in passed problems from former generations to the next. but that is quite unfair who was there for quite a time and still hadnt amounted to anything. like a start.

life passes quickly if you indulge so much on one thing that doesnt give back anything to you. becoming destructive. it would be no use. a waste


 people from the past. no more mistakes from the past. i should have learned. freedom is the answer.  letting go.