good morning philippines

hi its really a good morning especially with the cold weather outside. i wish it was like this until the start of summer when lenten season comes i kinda miss the olden days when i dont have anything to do than wait upon the lord but now its a bit different i kinda took on the job to provide for the family which is a whole different setting. and when i was given this task by our lord especially about finances i kinda forgot some of the things i had when i started.



now i want to be part of other people. other peoples time, smiles and lives and of course memories. in other words i am looking for other christians as well. this is one rapid step i mean radical. coz i never shared faith before in such a way. i am still learning it. i hope it speed s up sometimes im confused but id do it for myself not for any other reason my reason i dont wanna be alone in my faith. i dont want to miss the ride of the wave in surfing. i dont want to be alone in surfing in the beach i want playmates. i want mates.

faith is easy as you can say its hard when troubles come or tests come but as they say its really part of being christian.  well i signed back early back on.  but now i was thinking if i made the right decision. with all the problems they overwhelm me and i cant seem to move until lately.


so i guess theres time to rest if there is food and water there are theater groups or plays and i could watch. as long as i have money for the ticket . so simply how can i afford it. id just sell anything. i read it in books christian books preachers books about money the bible even but not deciphered.  business books written by zig, john maxwell, b. tracy my fave authors and john mason. well i want a book by j mason again. id afford it. coz thats how i live. i have to eat. their books.  literally hehe as in what they say so that i d have something to digest.  

kudos.