Checking one's progress

It's already March, the third month since my resolutions for 2010. So far I don't have any money making scheme to speak of. But I just went from the Go Negosyo Women's Summit at the World Trade Center and still aspiring to become an entrepreneur. The problem is that I don't have any capital to put in a business. I don't know sales yet. A little, but not enough courage to muster in doing sales. But I have got to find money. I just need to find the break. I need people to be with. Nobody accepts me in jobs anymore. But I am still hoping to do my dream jobs which are writing, acting, and being an athlete. It's just that you wake up in a day and you determined what you can do for the day and you count the money that you have to let you reach what you can reach with that money. It's always either 150, 200 or 300. And ask that money from my mom either once a week or twice a week. How else can I do anything else?
Just read from the Entrepreneur a social entrepreneurship course from Ateneo for four months and it costs P17000. I want to attend. At the start of the school year or whenever it is available. Before I could plan attending law school or any undergrad course or med school. I just wait for job prospects. Now, no more. Even if I wanted to try out call centers, I don't know if I can handle speaking in English for 8 hours straight. I might stutter. Gotta find an association to join like a business community where I could put up business with some partners. I just need to find more money. If I would really be followed I would become a real estate agent and broker, a car agent and study being a mechanic at MFI, a financial agent and set up a company called RSU Products Marketing for marketing various products. I don't know how to do that without money. I just got to find the solutions. Today.